till I leave Wesleyan…
A month ago, I was frantically sending out dozens of applications to all jobs, fellowships, internships listed. But now, I just feel numb. This is undoubtedly a turning point – I won’t have a place to go back to and pretend that I have a plan, read graduation, any more – but I feel like I can register the significance only after I’ve stepped out.

I also need to buy a new suitcase and start dealing with all the craps I’ve accumulated, for real this time.

On a brighter note, I booked my tickets to Chicago and to San Diego, still undecided whether to fly or to take the train to San Francisco. Can’t wait to see friends and the west coast.